! two days in the row.
last night, i took my family to sushi
to tell them i'm ready to fight
with the world by myself and to thank about the fact that they have supported me
to getting ready for this.
tonight, i took ai
to sushi to celebrate her marrige
i'm really happy with hearing that she's getting marry
honestly, i've been felt like unless she marries, i cannot focus on myself. there is no possibility for us to get back 'cause we concluded that we are not right for each other
after being together for nine years.
that's the fact
and that's it
without being cynical
, i feel good about she's getting marry and me being by myself to focus on my future
, congratrations. i will be loving you as a person no matter what.
and i think we will never get together for the rest of our life. that is good thing 'cause we've been too depenent each other.
we need to walk our own path without bending our way to live.
and be happy!!!!!
i've got next project to work on. i'll be getting busy and being busy is good
i'm sure there are a lot of typo
in this writeup due to my drunkenness.
hell, i don't care.
i'm dying to want to record my feeling
i'll check my bad spelling
and my bad grammer
tomorrow at the work
i'm feeling better-sweet-yet-happy