after reading prole's day log...

i'm sitting here in my cubicle coding and wondering.
it's not have to be me doing this here right now.
i stepped into this field 'cause i thought i can create something nobody ever did and never will.
believed in my skill, talent, or my fingers.
as my finger prints got thinner, i started to wonder.
don't give me wrong. i love this activity, coding.
every time i complete some chunk, i know i gain something i didn't have.
hete to admit though, i know i'm not doing this for my ambition. instead, i'm doing this to gain my bread.
fromer writer wanna-be. broken dream. "software engineer". it is me.
donno where i am going. but the fact i do know at this moment is that i am mundane.