it was a weird
, i couldn't sleep well. i went to bed around 6 a.m. and i started think about why i'm here
i mean why i've got birth and end up being here. i was wondering if i'm happy
now and why i can't appreciate
the fact that i'm living as me
and walked thorugh my
life like this
it's weird to feel i love myself
more than anything but i don't like myself
i woke up aroungd 10 and went to the dentist
'cause i've got a mushiba
. i really hate to go to the dentist. may be because of the smell of the place. it smells like pain
went to shibuya
to shop. i went the agnis b.
store that is one of my favorit brand all time.
i purchased a black tight suites
to wear when i ride my vespa
, and some shirts
and tight black pants
. god, i love to be a professional geek
. i can purchase really cool clothing without looking at the price tags
before i decide to get it.
clothing is one of my few hobby as well.
gave me call on my cell phone when i was browsing cds
at the tower records in shibuya.
i've got one of the jams
cd before i left the store to meet her and jill
who came to visit tokyo
went to have gyoza
) dinner with them and ran into my freind rick
and his girl at the gyoza place.
we all had dinner together and went to drink. hmm... maker's mark. i love this shit.
, and bunch of my freinds showed up at the bar. we drunk together. had good time.
seigo showed up with his girl. i thought she was really attractive
. wearing cool clothing, confident smile
, and great legs
. i like a girl who is beautiful
i'm a smart ass
. but i'm not beautiful.
i don't like a beautiful and dumb girl
'cause she has smething which i don't have and she dosen't have a thing i have.
so as the opposit case.
the girl has both beauty and intelligence
. so i was knocked down.
i always wondering why the girl i find attractive is already somebody elese's
or living somewhere impossible to see
tomorrow, i'll invite my family for the dim-sum
dinner 'cause i've got paied.