It's days like today
where I wish there
were no days.
It's times like now, now
there is obvious pain
on my face, but no
one cares, no one sees.
It's times like now I could
do it, but when it comes
to it, I can't go through it.
I could go somewhere else,
but it doesn’t hold meaning,
I don’t want to be
anywhere else but here.
this place holds nothing
either. I'm sitting here
in limbo waiting for
these urges to make sense
waiting for the things I know
that should happen to come
to reality. I could do it,
but I can't go through it.
Throbbing. My head hurts.
Tear count: 6