was a freak out
all morning
and I couldn’t figure out why

Emotions that seemed
entirely unreasonable
all day

Turns out
they weren’t mine

It was a contact
freak out
from the friend
I am staying with

I’d have to apologize
for my freak out poems
if I put them up

But I don’t
(and think how grateful my community is
about that)
(I could have posted poetry that is personal
all through November
but I am very restrained
and kind to my community
so I didn’t.)
Anyhow I am apologizing
To the metaverse
Or the greater unconscious
Or my love interest
Or [something
About having a day long
Contact freak out

That was not even mine.

And now I am back
To my normal

Aren’t you glad?