Chaos

So familiar

If there's a mess

And chaos
Home that's home
Busy busy
Run around
Fire fire
Fix it
Crisis
Now what
Deal with it

No time for feelings

No no

No time

I don't want chaos
Liar liar

Chaos is so safe

Hero hero
Put out the fire
Catch the baby
Confront
Not a hero really
Scared
Hiding

If I stop the chaos
I will have to feel



Maybe it's ok
To feel a little

I forgive myself
I understand the chaos
I can let go of it

     by degrees

I feel so vulnerable
In the quiet clean
     safe place
Take your time
sweet self