blues, Beloved
I am so blue, Beloved
about the things I can't heal
about the people I can't heal
about the relationships I can't heal
I take my own advice
and walk after clinic
and the beauty of your sky, Beloved
heals me
lifts me
sensory
I am with the trees
the sky
the dirt
the clouds
the water
water water water
blue in the evening light
we only see the surface
of the water
not what is underneath
it reflects the sky
the light
the clouds
people are like water
we only see the surface
and see ourselves reflected back
my office manager came from hotels
this is so much harder, she says
and I say yes
because we see the depths
this person is behaving badly
yelling on the phone
calling crying yelling
but we both know
how much they are suffering
how much they want help
how they won't listen or accept help
they want what they want
these people are breaking down
in the holidays stressed
I just long for rest Beloved
blues
IRON NODER: TOKYO DRIFT 28
blue water