the most fear is coming
I'm feeling so lonely, I need you here by my side but you´re not! don't you get it? my silence is yelling at you, I know you are worry about me, and you continuosly are asking me how I feel, if I feel something different inside of me, and I tell you that everything is fine and you just believe it! don't you see? that I'm lying? you pretend to know me, well you just failed in this one. I need you, I really need you, here is the truth of how I feel right now
I've been waiting for your call, I've waiting for you to come with me and tell me that everything is gonna be alright, that you will never leave me, taht you really love me and you realle wanna be with me, I want you to tell me all this and I wanna feel it, I wanna feel what you really feel and think about me,
those nights we spent togheter were amazing to me, and those days we spent have been the happiest days of my life in long time ago, so it really hurts me your attitude and I miss you and I'm gonna miss you when you moved to continue your college
but now let me tell you this past 3 days have been the longest and stressful days of my life because of the fact that my period has been late for 2 days but mostly because your not here with me knowing the fucking true! you just asking me about it but you just say "give it a couple of days, it will show up" trust me I really hope it shows up but from now on let me tell you, if you keep hurting me with that attitude I will push you out of my life little by little and make you suffer without touching my heart.
I know you love me that´s why I know I'll be hurting you