it all resembles circular motions, yet never loops around to someplace familiar..
so i went to the doctor
Thursday morning. i'm not sure if i like him.
gave me my birthday
present early.. a trip to see my friends
without him.. it is more than rad he understands my need to spend time
with my friends.. and even more that he recognizes i am so stressed and need a break
last night i fucked around for hours with my stupid web page and new LiveJournal
style. i was so tired, up for a gazillion hours.. which didn't help.. i just
could not get the stupid text to show right. the text isn't stupid i was.. and overtired
i refused to just walk away .. get some sleep.. and look at it
when i was coherent.. heh i haven't fixed it yet, but that is out of laziness.. i also kinda dread looking at, because when i do i will see how much
time i wasted out of stubbornness
today was just me running errands.. i am staying home tonite.. or i will just go over to wolfgangs.. but that will just eventually lead me to sleep
my kittykat is over there.. i haven't seen pouncer
for a while.. i miss him..
i had a glass of wine
with my dinner.. i like wine's ability to make me not drunk
in one glass, but enough to make my shoulders sit normally
instead of all cramped up out of tension.. this is a physical sign of whats going on in my head
i never mind good covers
of song.. but i hate when a crappy band remakes a song i really like.. some dumb band remade "How Soon is
".. i couldn't believe the audacity.. how dare they touch something so sacred.. that song didn't need to be remade.. the original was
something to remain untouched.. especially not to be released on crappy teenybopper
top 40 stations.. i am old, hypocritical, and i just don't get
what the kids listen to..