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Thu Feb 14 2002 at 05:49:09 (16.5 years ago )
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mission drive within everything
I have no drive. This could be either laziness or unwillingness to commit to anything.
Computer programming. To succeed at this I must be emotionally desensitized and anti-social. The benefits of this lifestyle is a more methodical and mechanical approach to problems.
University of Michigan
I have no business anywhere because I have nothing particular to contribute.
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I wish I knew how to format stuff to look nice. There's probably something for me to read about that somewhere. But I don't really have time for that.

I try to find time to read to make myself smarter, but I don't think that it works anymore. I think I'm about as knowledgeable as I'll ever be. I can read something and nod my head and feel good about it. Then I'll go make a sandwich and after eating it I'll be unable to recall what made me nod my head earlier.

I like TV because it's easy.

I'm also young (relatively), and every once in a while I'll notice something that makes me think I'm growing up (or becoming more responsible). Those moments, I think, are bittersweet. I'm not sure if it's more bitter than sweet, though.

Sometimes I feel this occasional sense of urgency. I feel like there's something dreadfully important that I need to do with myself, but I never know what. And I don't really have time to dwell on it.