Bethany is standing in a
bookstore, behind a counter, she's wearing an apron, obviously at
work. I'm standing behind a rack of books nearby, watching her. I feel dirty, like I'm stalking her, but I'm just watching. Her hair is down, which it never is at work, and rarely is in
reality, it also is lighter colored than
normal, more
blonde.
She looks beautiful.
She waits on people graciously, and is always smiling, but she's not like that, she just has to do it for tips.
She leaves, work to smoke a
cigarette, I've never had a smoking
fetish, but it's a total turn on to watch her smoke.
Truth be known, I have a huge
crush on this girl (in reality), but this in this dream I seemed to be so much more
obsessed than I really am.
It could be that I'm just
disappointed about how things are turning out between us as the prospect of "more than friends" gets bleaker.
So
she leaves work and gets into her little blue VW, which is covered with various
snowboarding stickers, and she drives away, I sit on a bench in the bookstore. I seem depressed, so I get in my car, and
drive away, going
home.