broken bottle tears holding
captive, my mind slipped that day
i watched you fall apart hard
death cold sleeping seething in i need this
i lost myself at whispered farewell or 
found, solace in pain but 
                          i can't be like that

words, i wanted the last you stole
living breathing sinking slowly deeper
raw intense emotion stealing eyes meant for
you should have known i should have told you
stop stare smile cry laugh die.. rest

heart ache spills into world as..

i am so tired
               i could not live this

     i will give in
                            give me a reason for
                        a reason for
                    a reason for such misplaced skywater 

s t o p  f e e l i n g
                           i can't