This day hasn't started on the best foot
, but possibly not the worst either. While I could do without the migraine'y feeling, the family dispute
that is somehow settled in an awkward but reasonable fashion.. I guess, not everything is so terrible
. I've been kind of quick to anger lately, but only with certain people, and mostly due to lack of sleep
. At least the sleep deprivation hasn't brought on depression, as it normally would. I can complain about things, but all in all, it's really not so bad..
In my mind, I know I should have been sleeping close to 5 hours ago, but I really didn't want to be in dreamland
, still really don't. I didn't have the greatest experience with it last night, I'll probably dreamlog
that at some point..
Sometimes I sit and listen to songs that remind me of hurt, some that make me hurt
again. I wonder why I do this.. I think it keeps me humble. I think it makes my good times seem even better. I don't ever want to forget that I've hurt, but I would hope that I don't have to do it again. I've enough already, I think it could last me a life time
Well.. I am really only a few hours into this daylog, so I think I'll leave it be for a while and add to it tomorrow when I've actually been through the day, just had some tumbling thought