This day hasn't started on the best foot, but possibly not the worst either. While I could do without the migraine'y feeling, the family dispute that is somehow settled in an awkward but reasonable fashion.. I guess, not everything is so terrible. I've been kind of quick to anger lately, but only with certain people, and mostly due to lack of sleep. At least the sleep deprivation hasn't brought on depression, as it normally would. I can complain about things, but all in all, it's really not so bad..

In my mind, I know I should have been sleeping close to 5 hours ago, but I really didn't want to be in dreamland, still really don't. I didn't have the greatest experience with it last night, I'll probably dreamlog that at some point..

Sometimes I sit and listen to songs that remind me of hurt, some that make me hurt again. I wonder why I do this.. I think it keeps me humble. I think it makes my good times seem even better. I don't ever want to forget that I've hurt, but I would hope that I don't have to do it again. I've enough already, I think it could last me a life time.

Well.. I am really only a few hours into this daylog, so I think I'll leave it be for a while and add to it tomorrow when I've actually been through the day, just had some tumbling thought..