mostly.
mostly, i am tired, or breathing or sleeping
or thinking, always, i am thinking of
where to go,
what i should be doing what i
can do.. what you're doing. mostly,
i miss you, too much.
usually, i am lost in thought. i long for little humans, new, neat ones or even the not so neat ones that just add to the universe as a whole, whether negatively or not matters little these days.
you seem so far away.. even more far away than you are, so busy.. i know, i do.
mostly.
i have a lot of things i don't want, and not many that i need. at least i have some things, at least i have the stars at night and cold wind to freeze my skin, to numb my brain and, i have you. and you, are my cheeseburger.. my yummy cheeseburger, i'll wait for yoo-ou, yeah, i'll wait for yoo-oou, yeah.. oh,
i will wait for you. (he.. he..)
it makes me smile to know what is out there.. now i just need to get to it.