i remember strange faces lamplight vibrations
orange glow sidling sidewalk contemplation
brittle branch snapping footsteps fists clenching
incoherent sporadic lost love heart wrenching

strong hands into hair warm lips on soft skin
naked writhing thrusting force him inside
candle shadow dances across chest heaving
in and out of hazy lust shrouded soul screaming

i remember laughter voids and our secret places
moonlit flesh crawling simple answer evasions
frustration lines drowning bored empty spaces
inventing correspondence with sentient beings

skeletal embraces floating or stifled elation

if this love is wrapped in careful lies
when the birds sing of wandering stars trapped in his eyes
and the spring breeze hangs in her whispered tease
we will call it okay to fall apart this time