I considered writing something that would make you worried yesterday. But I didn't. You are far too valuable for me to take lightly ever again. If I haven't made this clear up until now, I'm sorry. I really am.

I want you to know that you mean more to me than I tend to let on. It's just me being me when I hold back from saying just how important you are to my life. I'm sorry if I ever behave in ways that make you doubt that. I don't know what is wrong with me.

I do want to be a better person for you. You deserve that person. You make me aspire to better things. I should remember to be grateful more often for that. It is in these quiet times of contemplation that I realize just how valuable you are to me. I hope I'm not sounding too effusive. I need to remind myself of this as well.

I hope you have a nice time with the newlyweds. They must be quite a cute couple. What will the future hold for us? Only the best I hope. Only the best.