Once again, I am hung over. That's not to brag or boast like some fratboy...it's not a badge of honour. It's actually really lame.
Why do consequences erase themselves from your memory time after time after time?
The impulse is just too strong. That goes for a lot of things too, not just booze. It's the way I interact with people. It's like a well worn path that's just so comfortable to walk upon that I don't want to think about going about things any differently.
(It's the certainty that attracts us)
Why not be the same for your whole life? It's better than being scared all the time. You have to know who you are, right? As long as you have your own identity's parameters are defined by your activities then you're doing ok.
How smart are we? Very smart.