I wanted proof that he didn't care.
I got it,
but it took a while.
The problem was,
I wanted something that
I wasn't going to have.
Which was, of course
what I expected to get and also, of course
what I didn't want to receive.
When you arrive at that place where your diminished expectations are realized
equal parts vindicated and miserable.
In the end I won the tug of war
You want evidence?
Look at the blisters on my hands
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