Volatile 

was one word I used to describe

how you are,  how you were 

 

Combustible 

also because 

easily set off and dangerous

 

Irresistible 

which I know seems contradictory

sometimes we don't know what's good for us 

 

They said you

Died of exposure

alone in your room,  all the windows closed 

 

 

 

 

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