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melancholy. Is,

sharing a cigarette at dusk and knowing it is the only time you'll ever taste her mouth.

A tiny bedroom, a locked door, a bedside lamp, and Miles playing as you write, full of the knowledge that she sits on the porch on the other side of your bedroom wall, hearing your music playing and hearing laughter from the kitchen, and she is writing too.

This is an ode to melancholia, but also a resignation.