autechre is playing on the stereo. i'm supposed to be working...i'm not. sometimes i wish i was more motivated. sometimes i wish i was fit and trim. sometimes i wish...

college orientation is on saturday. my brother comes home on friday. the two events are unrelated. i'm not sure if i'll be glad or not.

a wave of unhappiness is approaching again. wish i knew why. i'm not sure what i'd give to just feel happy for a whole day. perhaps my moniker is a misnomer.

the cd's ended. time to leave. hopefully i'll make it through the day.

"excuse me sir, do you have a gun?"