I have been sick since Sat. night (today is Tuesday) with a really awful cold that has poisoned my entire body. I even had chicken noodle soup for goodness sake!

And today I am back at work and missing Angela more than I can believe - I am apparently very good at deluding myself and distracting myself that I am okay about giving her up.

I'll remember you - too clearly - but I'll survive another day...
conversations - we'd share - when there's - no one there....
I'll imagine what you'd say...
I'll see you in another lifetime baby...
I'll see you in my dreams.
but when I reach across the universe
- I will miss your company.


Rickie Lee Jones....



Damn. This hurts.