Happy birthday, E2!

Too busy at work for the past couple of weeks to do anything more than glance at E2 - missing the time to write and reflect. The good part is, of course, keeping distracted and busy keeps me from missing her. But - it doesn't work all the time. Still missing Angela more than ever, still don't really know the right course of action. My heart reaches out for her, longs for her - my gut says walk away, as does my brain.

Considering her offer of seeing a counselor - this entire situation feels bad and awful no matter which way I turn.

I really don't know what to do - I was decided til she called me and I heard her beg me to try, to not leave, to come back. Damn. This is hard.