Life is so crazy. I just went to lunch (a weekly gig) with my ex. Told him that driving home from a party, I wanted to give him a call. He said that would have been fine. I explained, no, it was late. He said, no really, that would have been fine.

I'll never stop loving M. in this way, I just know we shouldn't be together. But - I can definitely see a booty call in my future. Crazy stuff...If sex was love I'd be so set.