Today I missed a friend of mine. I missed talking to her. Previously I had told myself I would just leave her alone because that was the vibe that I got from her..

I called her up, tried to get some conversation. Suddenly I was in a sullen mode, unable to think of anything to talk about.. I grappled for topics but couldn't quite choose anything. After some small talk.. silence. Just silence. No words. It was not the comfortable silence. It was the uncomfortable silence. I felt like a goon and I ended the conversation.. I hate drifting away from people.