user since
Thu Aug 15 2002 at 02:57:16 (16 years ago )
last seen
Tue Aug 20 2002 at 11:07:06 (16 years ago )
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1 (Initiate)
mission drive within everything
To absorb anything remotely interesting or worth knowing into the sponge that is my mind.
science, literature, cannabis consumption, anything computer related, electronica, intelligience gathering, espionage
Moorpark (Spring 03) currently employed as a programmer for a Fortune 500 company.
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." -William Jennings Bryan
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A contemplative, happy yet sad, solitary, perverted, sweet, hilarious, depressing, and brilliant person. That about sums up me up.
Currently in a life style rut. Can't seem to break out of it for the last 22 years. Contemplating moving perhaps a different hemisphere or continent. In the process of educating myself to better fufill my hopes and dreams. I dream of waking up to exotic and foreign skylines, flushing the jon and observing water flowing in a different direction, and rediscovering that "awe of life" where ever I may be.
There are times that I wonder whether I am truly lucky and blessed, or pathetic and miserable. Enlightened or in denial; states of mind that may describe my family-less girlfriend-less existence. Nothing to hold me back or anchor me to this plane of reality.