my head is lost in a twister
of uncertainties - things, people, situations, places - that feel good, that unnerve me, that i know will leave me raving
and happy and giggling
in the end. but now, right now i'm shaking. probably not too far from tears
. no energy
to burn. i just want to collapse. most of me feels amazing
, excited...the rest of me is just not here.
she touched me last night, sparks in her fingertips, in her hair, in her words. i melted, my guard still up. i still can't let go. i still can't let go. she fits me, but i don't know how, i don't know how...but she's electric, electric fire...
i have no answers (for a change). the only thing i know is that i have needs that need to be taken care of. and like you, kitty cat, when you paid me a visit last..those thoughts are starting to consume me and i can't analyze much else. i understand that now, i understand that...
to be continued...