The day I realized I am dead inside.
I lay on the floor empty, emotionless, alone.
Nothing this world brings me is unique.
Time is just the vessel, taking us… every tick by tick.
4 months alone.
a blur of days into weeks.
each as bare is the one prior.
a smile is nothing but a thing of the past.
an emotion I’ve forgotten how to express.
trying to hold onto a memory, it slips through my fingers
and before I know it, it is gone.
I’m never going to be an innocent child any longer.
The world I once knew and loved never existed.
Masked by the lies and deceptions of others.
All for nothing.
Time is just a vessel, killing us… every tick by tick.
4 years alone.
A blur of months into years.
Each as unmemorable as the one prior.
How you can pretend everything is going to be ok will forever be a mystery to me.
You tricked yourself into only believing what you wished was true.
Only to be disappointed, but no one will ever know.
A false ideology runs your life.
Tricking you weekly that everything is going to be alright.
How you can’t see through the lies will always baffle me.
All for nothing.
Time is just a vessel, lying to us… every tick by tick.
One life alone.
a blur of confusion and misdirection.
a pitied hope of resurrection.
you find yourself six feet under.