it must be the prozac.
or maybe its all that food
she's been eating. shouldn't
give a girl too much food;
she might start taking life
as her own.
i'm finally happy
. and in all reality, perhaps i have less of a reason
to be than i was depression
. few, if any, in my class are more than mere 'peers
'; lower grades show more promise
, if just for the mere fact of a greater pool
you know, you were a heck of a lot nicer before you started all this
(but. its okay
.) and, i don't let that bother me. (too much.) because:
i'm worth just as much at 100% of my target weight than i am at any other percentage.
it's not okay to believe anyone, or anything, that says that its my fault if it isn't.
my body looks much better when my bones aren't hurting people.
it's becoming a nice feeling to have guys whistle and notice me. breasts and curves and smiles are much more fun than death.
this is my body, and its mine for the long run.
are you sure you're not going overboard with this?
i think you're making it out to be a bigger deal than it really is.
and kate was right all along, as if we had any doubt."senior year should not be spent with one's head over a toilet."
man, i'd be full if i ate all those calories, too -
i only eat about 1/3 of that a day. but some of us
actually want to look good in jeans, so that's okay.
i'm getting better.
you're doing so well, lisa.
and i know what to believe
i'm so proud of you.
i love you.