Sat in again.
Nothing great to look at, just the building opposite but they have a nice kitchen. I hear people coming to my front door! Oh, they are stopping at the meter cupboard to put in their tokens. I hear them leave.
I laugh as I know they can't see me. The door is
bolted. Sometimes i think from outside in. Stirring, it feels solid again and I shake. The pain comes and goes but mainly goes when I take the
pills. I know not to eat cheese but I do as its the only thing I
eat. The
M.A.O.I leaflet says to: 'carry this card with you at all times. Show it to any
doctor or
dentist that treats you.' Hell I haven't even told my mother.
Herrings and broad beans urgh don't think so! Oh no!
Caffine I will die now! Never ate an
eel no intention to!
Marmite was never
my mate!
Blood pressure falls so i
hit the ground again. Can't
drink on these but I have nothing else to do. Can't have processed foods as the 'e' numbers give me
palpitations. Can't afford 'owt else. Nearest
supermarket,
netto is 15 minutes
walk there and then I have to make it back here.Alone and its outside.
No way can I do that!
Not today!
Its a
bad day.