how did it feel?
      when the blade went in

        all shiny and sharp and cold

did you enjoy? the wet slapping thud
      driving in to the hilt
          driving home

              did you feel? a shiver
                       in your hand and
                                up your arm and
                                         into your heart

I did

I giggled when I looked down
                                       and saw
           silly girl, so out of place

I felt nothing
             no   thing
                    when I loosed your dagger from its
prison of flesh

I only heard
my blood
pounding in my head
sloshing in my shoes
squishing between my toes
                                        so far below