I'm in that weird
mood that I get, where nothing seems appealing
to me. I can't seem to enjoy anything, I know I'd rather be somewhere else right now, but I'm not sure where. I just feel like sleep
ing, or something.
This mood unfortunately started last night, so seeing Anna
wasn't as pleasurable as it could have been. I mean, it was amazing, we got to get naked
and hold each other and watch some good TV
, but I was distracted
, I think. I'm not sure what
was distracting me, but I wasn't quite there. Which just sucks
*tells himself to stop biting his nails*
I'll be seeing her again tonight, meeting her at her work
, so hopefully I'll feel better by then. Not sure what we're going to be doing at her place tonight. Being with her is enough though.
I am way too big
. It's frustrating. We'd both enjoy it more if I was smaller, I think.
I really don't want to have to figure out how to do this piece of work, I haven't done anything yet and it's nearly lunch time
. I think I'll take a long lunch
, nobody will notice, and I don't have that much work to do anyway. Nothing urgent, at least. I wonder why these people think I can actually code
. I don't think I can.
Thank god it's Friday
. Although there's nothing particularly good happening this weekend
. We should have band practise
tomorrow or Sunday, but we're not going to the studio, and I doubt our drummer
will make it. We can manage to practise without him, but it's not as fun, I can't get into it as much. And Michael and Rob will just want to play Tool
. I'd almost rather sit at home and sing to myself, to music I actually like
Bah. I'm just grumpy. I've written enough.