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Chill The Planet...
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I am me. I am who I am. Take it or leave it. I can’t, nor do I want to change who I am.

At this exact time in my life, I have lived 36 years and several hours. I have experienced much, maybe not what you have, but much.

I have experienced the death of a parent, I have experienced depression, euphoria, vertigo & mortal fear.

I have not experienced alcoholism or drug addiction, I have not experienced the illness or death of a child…. things I NEVER want to experience as me.

I have experienced an abundance in every day of my life that varies in intensity as it varies in topic, I have experienced the privileges of a upbringing demanding respect, I have experienced acceptance from others and of myself.

I have never been able to keep my emotions under control…things I WISH I would've had done a little bit better.

I have experienced a surreal situation, tripped on psychedelic rides and danced under full moon lit nights, around mystical fires.

I have found a joy in creating sounds that stir emotion & pictures in your head.

I am the father of two wonderful boys named Sebastian and Brennan.

I have experienced a troubled teen.

I have become a secure adult.

I have experienced intense armed combat.

I have learned to take on only what I can.

I have experienced a broken marriage.

I have found a renewed commitment.

I have experienced the confusion of needing a purpose.

I have found a meaningful, purposeful life in music.

I am who I am. I like who I am, and where I am at, and I like how the hard but fair journey has been the way how I got here….

So, you may dislike me or love me. You may reject me or need me. You might identify with me or think I am strange. But I am here too…taking up as much space as you, and I have a purpose, just as you do. Do you like who you are?

All is bliss.