i am overwhelmed

your kisses are spent charcoal

your neck tastes like stale vinegar

the bile of your kiss floods my lips

slips down my throat

and I pray for death

with vomit in my heart

a night with you is like drinking poison

but i love you just the same

my heart, my life, my manhood

all victim to your beauty

I am angry

overwhelmed

you monster

you terrible terrible thing

beast.

monster.

animal.

i curse the breath in your lungs

i curse your veins and your arteries

i curse your poisoned cunt

it tastes of vinegar and foul rot

you monster

so, are you free thursday night?