What has happened? In the blink of an eye, things can be turned upside down. The things that you once knew and grew to associate with everyday life, are suddenly thrown into inexplicable turmoil.
How can something that has been so familiar and close to me for seven months, be deteriorating so quickly. I know not what the next day, or even the next few hours have in store for me. I feel as if all the signs on the path I have been traveling for the past seven months, have been suddenly taken away, and I am horribly lost. Even though this path has become hard to follow in the past, never before have I felt completely out of control over where I am going, and where the path is leading. I hope with every ounce of my being that I will soon be back on track with what I have come to love and come to depend on.
If not, I may very well be; lost forever