Tomorrow morning at 10:00 AM CST I have an appointment. The appointment is with one of my divorce attorneys.

It's time. After 18 years and five months it's time to call it quits. I tried to salvage it, I made an honest effort, but in the end, I'm really kind of sleeping with the enemy. I'm married to the person that was more cruel and abusive to me than any other person I've ever met in my entire life, and that includes all the low-lifes that gave me a daily hard time back in school over twenty-five years ago. Nobody else ever made me feel so worthless and hopeless that I seriously considered slitting my wrists.