Do you ever stop and realize that you don't remember the last time you've been really happy?

Sure you've laughed, even honestly while sharing a joke with friends, or a cry of elation as you frag a friend in Quake III Arena. But what is happiness? Maybe it hasn't been felt because you don't know how to be happy. Does happiness really exist at all, or maybe that is what you're feeling all this time, and if so...

Is that it?

Do you ever try to reevaluate your life and realize that you've turned into an old man and missed out on all the good parts of life that you keep hearing about and reading about and seeing on TV? Did it all just pass you by? Or was that it?