Well, another day. Today was interesting in a couple of ways. The
first was when I was sitting in front of the big bay windows in my
parents house, with the cat resting on my lap. I was on the floor,
with my back to the window, looking into the room. I suddenly has a
vision of a bullet coming through the back of my head from outside and
splashing my brains all over the room. This slightly unnerved me, and
after a few minutes, I felt I absolutely had to get up and move away
from the window, so as not to be seen from the outside.
I went out, and later returned, and I wanted to work on my parents
computer, which is near those big bay windows. Since it was still
sunny out at the time, the drapes were still open. I still felt uneasy
about the windows, and had to close the drapes to work on the computer
in relative comfort. I think this is the first time I ever felt that
kind of paranoia. It is sort of scary.
I know logically that there is no one out to get me... well I can
think of one candidate, but I don't think he's the assassin type. I
feel sort of ashamed of myself for succumbing to my paranoia.
Today was also the day that I went and visited my second cousin,
who I haven't seen since Thanksgiving (at least, I think he's my
second cousin; my Dad is his Dad's cousin). When we arrived at his
parents place, he was putting a D4 Cat back together after having
painted it for his Dad. I helped a bit to put the blade back on and
some other bits and pieces, and then we went and ate blueberry (no
saskatoons for may a season) muffins and drank tea with the rest of
the family that was there.
Well, other than my heightening neurosis and ever fluctuating levels
of depression and happiness, I'm proud to announce some goals for the
summer (in no particular order):
So, there is much to be done!