I have the feeling that the universe is trying to tell me something, except I'm too distracted to really listen to what it has to say. I think I've had this feeling for years, except I've always chalked it up to bordom. I don't think it is; it's just that I almost never hear the whispering of the universe when I've got something to really occupy my mind. I don't know where this realization came from. It just came.
The other thing I realized the other day is that I might actually be able to summon a normal human conversation from my depths. I seem to have lots to say when I'm walking by myself or whatever, and I imagine myself saying long expressive sentances to people, but I don't have access to that material when I'm under the stress of actually talking to someone. Fucking wierd.