user since
Tue Apr 9 2002 at 03:20:25 (16.4 years ago )
last seen
Mon Jun 3 2002 at 03:24:26 (16.3 years ago )
level / experience
1 (Initiate)
mission drive within everything
Computers, Hopeless romanticism
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I really don't know what to think of myself. I try, I try, I try so hard, I give my all, I attempt to make everyone happy, but it's not going to happen. I write because it takes up my time...the same time that I can only dream about spending in some other way, with someone other than myself. *sigh* then there's this girl, it's the same old story that you hear about in songs and see in films. I love her so much but my mouth doesn't work when I need it to. So I tell her in writing, but she laughs at me without really laughing at me, she gives me mixed signals, which must be payback for all the shitty poems I wrote for her and the songs that I screwed up on while playing and the actions that I didn't take while we were up on that mountain overlooking the city. I tried, I tried, I tried so damn hard. Await updates.