Wow.
I didn't sleep at all last night. I was up till
4:00 AM. I was just thinking about my
SO, who is leaving for
10 months on the
12th.
Wow. My
best friend moves to
Maryland on the
22nd. My
ex-girlfriend from
upstate comes here on the
19th. My parents are *NOT*
getting along. Someone,
HELP ME! I
pace all the time,
in the shower,
on the phone,
noding.
My mind is racing, and I can't slow it down. My
SO just
called. She'll be here in about an
hour.
She finally got here,
an hour late. But that's okay, I love that
girl to
death. She only stayed for a moment, then we went for a
quick drive, and then she said she'd be back later. :( Well, it's an hour, 45 minutes later, and no sign of her, and I can't find anything to do. Our days are numbered, I wish I could spend more time with her. The other night she snuck in my window and climbed into
bed with me. My mom has
support group meetings with
overweight women, and tonight they're at our
house.
I wish I could find something to do.
The day continued. I feel
better, but I'm having
legal/
business problems, and I just got a
statement from my
broker in the mail.
Disappointing at best.