I was pregnant
. I could feel my belly grow and it was snow
ing outside. I could feel my clothes morph
into pregnancy garb. My belly
was round and hard like a ball but inside I could feel the heart beating and the child thrashing
I my dream I was surprised how little terrified I was of the whole thing. People brought me presents and I took them. Someone threw a dinner party. All the while I could feel the life lurking inside me and in a dream-like state whithin an already half waking dream (it was morning) I was telling myself not to worry, it's not real until it's born. It's not real until it's born. It's not real until it's born.