Today is my birthday. I'm 23 now. Every time I think about it I feel old. It's the same feeling I had when I just turned 22, but after a while I told myself I was only 22, so I felt young again. I hope to get that feeling back soon.

What I'm going to do today? I don't know yet. I've taken the afternoon off from work. I'm not going to celebrate my birthday, I just don't feel like it. Instead, I think I'll watch a movie or go to a record store to see if they have some good records.

My grandmother will probably come over in the evening to congratulate me, as will a few friends (not many. I haven't invited anyone but they can come if they want).