Total confusion greeted me upon waking up this morning.
My foot shook at a man's grip and the first thing my eyes encountered was my half-naked ex-girlfriend. Her beautiful body reminded of our good times. Those times emaciated with the constant fights. Our relationship consisted of passion. Raw, unfiltered energy from withtin held us together as long as we let it. But Bobby needed a ride to work, that's who woke me shaking my leg. I went by AutoZone on the way home. I drive a 1978 Mercury Grand Marquis these days. You'll see me on the roads in a doo doo brown tank. The Flashback defies all automobiles, she pimps. At AutoZone I bought the parts for a standard tune up; spark plugs, distributor cap, air filter, fuel filter, breather valve, oil accessories, and PCV valve.
A little background on my return to e2. I live in Comfort, Texas now. I lived in Austin for eight years until my near demise almost a year ago. Read some of my old writeups to understand where I was. I moved to the hill country in order to leave bad influences that we'll call, "cocaine." Life got simpler and more confusing at the same time. I fell in love, and someone loved the non drug using person I am. So like the Rolling Stones' "Torn and Frayed," I am exactly that. So I find myself in a place I haven't been since I was 16 years old. I currently don't drink or use any illegal drugs. Now don't read too deeply into me having a message, this is just a perspective of where I am. Everyone should do what they want. I believe in self-medication, this world is fucked up.....do what it takes to turn the volume up or down. But things have happened in the last nine months.... due to a family member I now fully respect mental health, I became an alcoholic, I beat a cocaine addiction, I fell in love, and I unbecame an alcoholic. I have a lot to node. Watch Out Now!