Today I introduced
myself to Everything.
Today I got Cooled
for the first time.
Today was a rough day at work
, but I don't want to dwell on that.
I was depressed
Not really sad
or anything, just in that mellow slump of depression that settles over you like you're stoned
, but you're not. I just didn't have a lot of drive.
Today I made new connections
of thought, both in my own mind, and in Everything.
I learned some new SQL
today. I immediately put what I learned to practical use. That gave me a satisfied
feeling for a moment.
It was sunny-warm out, and the sky was blue and the air was crisp and cool. A business associate took me and someone else out for a free lunch
, and I just listened to the conversation, without saying much. I had a pretty good buffalo chicken sandwich
. Our waitress was in training, but she managed to keep my glass full, so all was good.
I went back to work and realized I was still depressed...weird, since it was generally in every other respect a great day.
I'll try to smile tomorrow.