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Fri Jan 14 2011 at 18:45:05 (7.5 years ago )
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mission drive within everything
yin & yang
intelectual chaos
school of life and hard knock
Life: in balance since the beginning of time
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Whether you mind it or not, I am here. I believe that when the Earth is ravaged and the animals are dying, a new tribe of people shall come unto the Earth from many colors, classes, creeds, and who by their actions and deeds shall make the Earth green again. And that is not to say that we need to acknowledge and accept that we are not the only living beings that depend on this planet. I very seldom have imminent warnings for my actions because im impulsive and I do not need a hero to save my day, I need a strong since of positive influence instead of all the lies and corruption that everyone feeds us with a suttle smile. I would like to see for myself and learn the truth first hand; at least parallel towards the sun, the one true messanger of light and warmth. It is a lifetime commitment to be anything you want to be and it takes courage to take on the world. The details get meticulous but I keep my main focuse on survival; the evolving matter of our existance. I will not stop to be the truth but act as it is. I am everything I know how to be and I continue to influence the world as it has influenced me. Our domesticated idea of perfection is the reason we reject ourselves; it is why we don't accept ourselves the way we are, and why we don't accept others the way they are. After domestication it is no longer about being good enough for anybody else. We are not good enough for ourselves because we don't fit our image of perfection. I do not believe in imperfection and I will admit that I know very little compared to the whole world but I still give form and direction to the creation of this time and place. I do not expect people to understand me. They are still ruling their lives by their personal book of law, and they are still comparing notes with everyone else. I understand them to a degree because before I left on my journey I used to be just like them. My struggles are mine. I create my own drama. As life goes on I learn more about what kind of dreams we all live. Mastering awareness is going to come with patience and the transformation is going all the way around. My faith is in the ever mysterias world and it's progress through the ages. Natural liberty is to be free from any will or legislative authority of man, but only to have the law of nature rule. Our government teaches the whole people by its example. If the government becomes the lawbreaker, it breeds contempt for law; it invites every man to become a law unto himself. Why should I hurry up and wait patiently like most everyone else here in America among the endless lines of politicians and their pet policeman to hear about their laws against not having laws? It is to no surprise that those who govern must perforce be jealous gaurdians of man's ideas about man, for the structure of government rests upon an uneasy concensus about human nature and human wants. No where else in the world would I say it were at all easy for a young man to have but his own will. There aint nothin I like better than doing what I want. I am writing to say these things because I have the will for it. Once upon a time a lonesome traveler sparked a curiousity that led me from my cozy 'lil mountain town and I went into the America that really is. Many influences have opened me up to a whole big plain of view. My life has not been of the “Norm” since. All the feelings are real and anyone else could probably discern or feel too what I am saying and why I want to write it.