I had a dream last night that Ryan was gone. It was like he had moved out and someone had moved in in his place, and that someone had gotten his job in his place. There was a slight emptiness to the apartment, a feeling that something (or someone) was definitely missing. It was kinda sad, and really weird. Especially because I haven't seen Ryan in a week or two. Just for clarity, I don't live with Ryan. He lives down the street. I didn't used to like him, but he started being nice to me (instead of mean) when he went out with Renee.