I think
hamster bong is right... there is
something in the wind today.
The morning started out ok, as good as one can be, but took a left turn rather quickly. A stray thought jarred loose some memories, and I spent the morning unable to let them settle again. I tried noding a broken heart never heals, to see if expressing them might help. I'm not sure if it has, but I think the support offered by fellow noders (and I am so sorry if I made anyone else cry) has given me some strength again.
I hope that I don't spend the day reliving past hurts, as there are other things to do. Cleaning must be started tonight, in preparation for the upcoming visit from some family members - I don't want them to see the mess the place is (though we've started packing for the move, so we do have an excuse)...