The Message You Will Never Get

Last night..........oh last night. You weren't meant to be there, I thought I'd got it right. When I walked down the corridor, I knew it was you. I could smell you and there was no other way out. No other way to leave. And the look in your eyes, the sound of your voice, your smile. You looked straight into my eyes, not a fleeting glance, not a dismissive 'Hi', not the look of 'just a friend'. You looked right into me, into my heart, such an intense look, so much feeling there. Those beautiful grey eyes. You held me with that look. And the tenderness in your voice, and the regret.

I looked into your eyes, I spoke, and I ran away, literally ran. I am such an idiot, such a fool. What must you think?

And I don't know what you saw in my eyes when you were looking into my heart.