A level of silence that is beyond
As I sit, waiting...wondering
how my loved one
"He has been in there a long time,"
I say misconstruing.
The doctors came...we held our breath
It was silent in the room.
We expected happy news
and only met with doom
The doctors said he would be fine
and things were all routine
On the contrary I came to find
meeting with a somber
The anger filled, the rage unleashed,
I started destroying stuff.
I then realized within a blink of an eye.
My father's light was snuffed.
The doctors continued with the details,
I couldn't believe my ears,
"Why did my father deserve this?"
I said...while sheding tears.
I still mourn
him and I still think
about the things mislaid.
All the things that could have been,
and the memories
we would have made.